week42:

Before the group-meeting on Thursday, I was quite contently, with the thoughts, which I gave myself to my work, and which direction,  I had taken. I was awake to the fact that from the outside in all probability a not too large step in the advancement was visible , because this is one of my “ innerer Schweinehund- innerl pig-dogs”, I tried to overcome:

Not always only to formulate the “perfect the concept” in thoughts, but finally act, even if its not 100%  clear, what the result will be, because in doing, and by the coincidence very interesting things can be developed. 

Nevertheless I was content with my thinking work. 

After the group meeting this construct of ideas/thoughts which I had arranged nicely for my collection, got a lot of new levels.  I got a lot of inputs,  in whose direction I had not thought at all. In addition my own constructs of thought began to totter, because I questioned them in another way.


Before the group meeting I could imagine my aim for this "Gestaltningsproject", where I want to go, . After the meeting I was inundated by new ideas, therefore I had, absolutely no more notion which direction is "my direction".

Where is my leitmotif, my central theme, my "red thread"??

To structure this chaos of thought and to get an overview, I have made mindmaps, which should help me now to decide me, or to produce conjunctions.